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Post by Deleted on Dec 3, 2014 14:26:39 GMT -5
TBH guys I just want to be dead. My life isn't going to get better from here on out. With my sister gone I have to endure all the hardships alone now, what's more is my mother says she's not sure if she would get less hours at work starting next year or not, what's worse is lots of places are closing down near me and getting a job is getting increasingly hard. I just want to die and be in peace once in for all. I'm sick of life and it's BS. Even if things turn around somehow it's still going to be painfully lonely without my sister especially since her life wasn't really great, in fact it was worse for my sister then she dies without getting to turn her life around, although my sister was always contemplating that things'll never get better and that she'd rather die now and not deal with life's hardships, well she got what she wanted, as for me, I'd just want to die as well. I hope my obesity kills me sooner because life is not great for me at least. I'm tired of being in my 20's and living under my parents roof, the class I'm in for school isn't what I expected, nor do they guarantee you a job after, and even if you get one there's no guarantee it'll be a permanent job. I'm almost 27 and I'm still unemployed and living with rents. I fell really pathetic. I can't help my parents in anyway since I'm unable to help myself. Sigh life is horrible. I'm not ever having children the world is a cold cruel place full of unfairness,cruelty and inequality and bringing them into this world is a horrible thing to do. The good in my life isn't outweighing the bad at all. with that said I hope I die soon as well, and if I do die soon then I'm glad I spoke to you guys.
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Post by Excelion on Dec 3, 2014 19:47:15 GMT -5
Do not dare call it quits despite this very hard time, I know its tough but there is always hope and methods other then what you suggested. Get on Skype when you get this and we shall talk, I will have my friend help too
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Post by Hellcat on Dec 3, 2014 19:49:39 GMT -5
Tiger.....gonna be honest, you need to speak to someone. Depression is one of the worst things that happens to people but there is a better way of looking at this. You have people that love you and care about you, that's honestly what truly matters. Talk to these people if you haven't already, see a threapist, someone who can help. Anyone.
Life is too short just to throw it away, if you look at people's lives even the ones that look better off are not. People have drink problems, drub problems, relationship abuse, all sorts. Just because you don't have children doesn't mean your life would be better with them or in a relationship.
People struggle no matter where you are in life and hardships come to everyone at any given point. You are not living on the street, not knowing where your next meal is going to come from. That is something to be thankful for.
You said you are obese, you can change that. If you really wanted to you could. If you keep thinking you can't then you are only going to fall even deeper into this depression and the further you go, the harder it is to come back.
Don't tell yourself you can't, tell yourself you can. For all we know this could be our only shot at life so you really have to make the best of it.
Take things step by step and do what you can little by little. Things don't happen instantly but you will get results. I suffer from depression like you and infact i'm in a VERY similar situation to you right now.
Please don't let this get the better of you, depression can be beat. Do something, if not for us here but for your family. If anything happened to you then your family is going to struggle 100x harder than they are now.
Please don't give up!
-Hellcat
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Post by Poog on Dec 3, 2014 19:53:49 GMT -5
Dont give up. Aside from what the others said, you have plenty to live for. You gotta keep fighting for the outcome you truly desire, no matter how hard it is. Even if you have to use shelters, and live hard, its worth it in he end if you wanna be happy.
And I imagine your sister would want you to live. Do it for her.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 3, 2014 20:10:16 GMT -5
Hellcat and Poog are right. Depression sucks, but you have so much to live for, man! And trying to kill yourself will make matters worse in your family. Life is hard, but if you overcome those obstacles you will make it in the end.
We'll always be there for you, no matter what. Talk to us if you need help or want to vent, and we'll gladly listen or offer advice.
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Post by h2foxo on Dec 4, 2014 8:34:14 GMT -5
Death is never the answer
do what hellcat said.
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Post by TwinTails on Dec 4, 2014 9:23:19 GMT -5
Tiger. Stop with these terrible thoughts. If you go, you'll end up making my life and everyone else's lives around you worse in the process. I too thought things were over for me last month, but they got better for me. And I'm sure they'll get better for you too. If your classes aren't going too well for you, then there are great tutorials on YouTube, I can point you to some if you please. You have my undying support.
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Post by Excelion on Dec 4, 2014 14:00:52 GMT -5
Ya, be more active on here, we are your friends. Also we have Skype and we can exchange cell phone numbers to get in touch for you dude. Do not give up, if Twinny can recover so can you.
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Post by augen on Dec 4, 2014 15:19:59 GMT -5
Tiger.....gonna be honest, you need to speak to someone. Depression is one of the worst things that happens to people but there is a better way of looking at this. You have people that love you and care about you, that's honestly what truly matters. Talk to these people if you haven't already, see a threapist, someone who can help. Anyone. Life is too short just to throw it away, if you look at people's lives even the ones that look better off are not. People have drink problems, drub problems, relationship abuse, all sorts. Just because you don't have children doesn't mean your life would be better with them or in a relationship. People struggle no matter where you are in life and hardships come to everyone at any given point. You are not living on the street, not knowing where your next meal is going to come from. That is something to be thankful for. You said you are obese, you can change that. If you really wanted to you could. If you keep thinking you can't then you are only going to fall even deeper into this depression and the further you go, the harder it is to come back. Don't tell yourself you can't, tell yourself you can. For all we know this could be our only shot at life so you really have to make the best of it. Take things step by step and do what you can little by little. Things don't happen instantly but you will get results. I suffer from depression like you and infact i'm in a VERY similar situation to you right now. Please don't let this get the better of you, depression can be beat. Do something, if not for us here but for your family. If anything happened to you then your family is going to struggle 100x harder than they are now. Please don't give up! -Hellcat Very well said. I would say life is always full of possibilities, giving up and ending it does no one good. |
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Post by DarthVitrial on Dec 4, 2014 23:36:03 GMT -5
While depression is one of the few mental issue I have NOT had to struggle with, I have friends that have severe depression and have seen them beat it. Find a good therapist, find someone to talk to, and above all else, never give up. As long as you're still alive, life can get better. Ending it just removes all possibilities of future happiness, but the bad times always pass. Stay strong.
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Post by Deleted on Dec 22, 2014 15:42:18 GMT -5
Hey guys thanks for you support. I didn't die or anything I was just out of it for a long time. Still am to be honest. But I just wanted to let all of you know I'm still alive and breathing. I hooked up my sister's Wii U and bought some games and DLC and actually had fun, although it's still lonely with my sister being dead and all. I got food stamps so I no longer need to worry about lack of food. But there're still some problems to be dealt with. Although I've come back I only did so just to inform you guys I'm still alive. After this post however I'll likely go on another Hiatus since I still have things to deal with. I'm not sure how long I'll be gone again, but hopefully if I return things'll be better, unfortunately I'm not going to hold my breath. all in all thanks anyway everyone.
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