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Post by Deleted on Oct 12, 2014 21:21:26 GMT -5
would you say you lost the ability to trust people? You hit the nail on the head. I'm calm now. But there are just times I'm miserable as hell like I was last week and my breaking point was when I deleted my account. But after the incidents trusting ppl have become exceptionally difficult for me.
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Post by Dai-T on Oct 12, 2014 21:32:02 GMT -5
would you say you lost the ability to trust people? You hit the nail on the head. I'm calm now. But there are just times I'm miserable as hell like I was last week and my breaking point was when I deleted my account. But after the incidents trusting ppl have become exceptionally difficult for me. seems my friend had or has alot of the same problems so I think I have at least some understanding of the situation and your changing emotional sate.
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Post by h2foxo on Oct 13, 2014 3:37:08 GMT -5
I meant as in getting to have a job and having more control with your life.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 13, 2014 13:01:46 GMT -5
I meant as in getting to have a job and having more control with your life. I do see what you're saying, but honestly speaking, I'll need more than just a job for me to become happy, plus whatever job I may get(if I can get one provided I actually finish class)I may not like, so there's that too. But thanks anyway. Just a disclaimer everyone. No matter how crappy I'm feeling, when someone does something as simple as PM me just to check on me,or so much as a compliment it can help brighten my day. Maybe not exponentially, but it does help. I was feeling miserable this morning, and someone complimented my Adventure Time Shirt I was wearing and honestly that helped me a bit. I'm not saying everyone needs to PM everyday,week or even month, but like every now and then, you'd never know I may feel real crappy, then a simple PM to see how I am can do wonders like when Poog,@ayanami, Mirai, Excelion, Ikaruga, and Murasame PM'd me just to see what's going on, it helped me feel quite better and I was able to get through Friday real easily because of that. so that's just a disclaimer about how simple I can be.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 13, 2014 13:09:43 GMT -5
I don't know you, but I hope everything is going well for you
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Post by Deleted on Oct 13, 2014 16:55:40 GMT -5
Hey Tiger. Sorry for a delayed response or not being able to PM you; I was pretty busy lately. But I am aware of your situation, and if you want someone to talk to other than Poog or Anyami or Foxo, come talk to me.
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Post by Deleted on Oct 13, 2014 22:08:12 GMT -5
Thanks you two. It means alot that you care.
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Post by TwinTails on Oct 18, 2014 17:51:40 GMT -5
I really gotta stop focusing on one thing when I visit these forums but tigerfestival, I'm here too. I know what it's like to have people diss you like that. You know what I'd say? Screw em. To hell with them, they never cared from the start. It's bad enough that I hear about you getting talked down to on Fusion Gameworks (it's really only worth going there to recruit help), but this shouldn't be going on like this. Sometimes the only real friends you can have are those that are far away. You shouldn't talk about dying like that, if it's just about friends, then you'll always have us. And as for school, try to focus on building a side project. Get a drawing tablet and look up DeviantArt for something you can study. And if you can, try to incorporate something you like into your 3d modeling, like something out of Miku Miku Dance (school appropriate). This may sound late but I hope it helps.
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Post by augen on Oct 24, 2014 13:10:43 GMT -5
Sorry, been away from the forum on vacation so missed this thread.
I hope every member feels welcome here and comfortable to share any troubles without fear of derision. I would say we all go through low periods in our lives.
Not to steal your thread, but several years ago I lost my job about a month after being dumped and just felt listless. Was a time that felt like rock bottom. Fortunately I got a much better job (where I work now) that rewarded work work and enjoyed promotions. I also met love of my life who happily married to and have made some amazing new friends.
My point is to just not give into despair and it is all right to rely on others when you're down. If I could say one thing to younger people it's that Plan A hardly ever turns out for anyone. Most of us are on plan K or L by the time we're 30. We all have to figure life out.
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Post by Hellcat on Oct 26, 2014 1:59:59 GMT -5
There is nothing i can really say here that others but i feel your pain. I have no job and very little friends.
I'll always love you though Tiger. ^_^
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Post by Deleted on Nov 1, 2014 16:33:27 GMT -5
Thanks you guys it means alot to me you all really care, although TBH I'm not quite sure how much longer I can hold on. According to my mother we might be forced to move in with my older brother in Virginia(who is the biggest jerk anyone ever met)since my mom will be getting less hours at work, sigh my life just keeps on getting better. If you guys don't hear from me for a long time, it means either A: I'm living with my mean brother who won't let me use his internet since I'll be forced to do as he says 24/7 or B: I've killed myself and I'm long dead. Honestly I'd rather be dead than live my older brother. Sigh life is not great.
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Post by TwinTails on Nov 1, 2014 17:57:39 GMT -5
Thanks you guys it means alot to me you all really care, although TBH I'm not quite sure how much longer I can hold on. According to my mother we might be forced to move in with my older brother in Virginia(who is the biggest jerk anyone ever met)since my mom will be getting less hours at work, sigh my life just keeps on getting better. If you guys don't hear from me for a long time, it means either A: I'm living with my mean brother who won't let me use his internet since I'll be forced to do as he says 24/7 or B: I've killed myself and I'm long dead. Honestly I'd rather be dead than live my older brother. Sigh life is not great. Hey, no one's gonna kill themselves here, understood? Look, my brother gave me shit too, but you're in your 20s. And you need to be an adult about this, too. You need to stand up to him and demand respect, let him know that he can't pick on you at all anymore. The reason he thinks he can is because you're probably showing too many signs of weakness. My advice for you is to stand your ground and let him know that you won't put up with his bullshit. Okay?
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Post by Poog on Nov 1, 2014 19:42:33 GMT -5
What Twin said. Killing yourself is, frankly, a stupid idea. What you do is keep pushing and fight harder for the change. It makes the end result so much sweeter when it happens.
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Post by Deleted on Nov 15, 2014 2:17:58 GMT -5
Hey guys. I know I've been gone for sometime. I'm just dropping in to tell you that I'm still alive, and miserable as always. Sigh and lonely and bored. But you guys posting and showing you care helps me a bit. I thank all of you. I sure hope things can turn around although TBH I don't see it happening. Le sigh. Well I'm off until who knows when.
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Post by Poog on Nov 16, 2014 1:20:22 GMT -5
Sadness not allowed we love you el tigre.
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